monkey on one’s back n.
1. anger or a bad temper.
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2. (orig. US drugs, also monk, monkey on one’s shoulder, gorilla on one’s back) drug addiction, esp. to heroin.
[ | Sun (N.Y.) 20 Oct. in Stallman (1966) 145: When a man can cook [opium] for himself and buys his own layout, he is gone, probably. He has placed upon his shoulders an elephant which he may carry to the edge of forever]. | in|
Opium Addiction in Chicago 201: Monkey. Addiction to drugs, as in ‘I have a monkey on my back’. | ||
Lang. Und. (1981). | ‘Lang. of the Und. Narcotic Addict’ Pt 2 in||
Man with the Golden Arm 15: [He] dreamed, for the second time in his life, of the man with the thirty-five pound monkey on his back. | ||
Monkey On My Back (1954) 4: ‘I – I’ve got a monkey on my back.’ At the phrase the detective suddenly became alert. To have a monkey on one’s back describes, in the jargon of the drug user, the frightful sensations of the addict when he or she is unable to get a ‘fix’. | ||
Junkie (1966) 100: ‘Old monkey climbing on your back?’ asked the man with the pipe. | ||
Second Ending 302: You will slowly and surely and without doubt sink into the gutter with your gorilla on your back. | ||
Imabelle 30: I got to feed my monkey first...He’s on my back. | ||
Corner Boy 10: World’s tired, man, trying to keep the monkey off my back. | ||
Pulling a Train’ (2012) [ebook] The stud had no monk, it was an orangutan, that big, that bad it was. | ‘Sex Gang’ in||
Who Live In Shadow (1960) 18: Hell, cat, the monkey on my back’s getting bigger every minute. | ||
Baron’s Court All Change (2011) 59: He [...] wrote a series of articles [...] entitled ‘I Am A Drug Addict And Have A Monkey On My Back’. | ||
Rage in Harlem (1969) 31: [as 1957]. | ||
Pimp 274: I still had that expensive friend riding with me, that monkey on my back. | ||
Dopefiend (1991) 206: When that monkey on your back gets too heavy. | ||
(con. WWII) Hollywoodland (1981) 170: Legs and arms, the first places every probation officer looked to see if a kid had a monkey on his back. | ||
Lush 61: It’s got you [...] You gotta shake the fuckin’ monkey off your back and kill the sucker. | ||
Prison Sl. 79: When persons are physically addicted to drugs, usually [an] opiate, they are said to have a monkey or monkey on their back. | ||
Trainspotting 319: Thir’s a fuckin ape oan ma back wants feedin. | ||
Makes Me Wanna Holler (1995) 367: That shit [i.e. crack] will [...] put a go-rilla on your back. | ||
Bend for Home 284: Don’t you know what having a monkey on your shoulder means? No. It means having an addiction, he said. | ||
Destination: Morgue! (2004) 258: A heroin-hooking junkie with a 40-year monkey on his back. | ‘Hot-Prowl Rape-O’ in||
Alphaville (2011) 202: A four-hundred-dollar-a-day monkey on his back. |
3. in fig. use for any form of addiction or long-term problem.
Berkshire Eve. Eagle (Pittsfield, MA) 25 Aug. 3/5: Mr. Stevenson is wearing what the slang-swingers call a monkey on his back. | ||
On the Waterfront (1964) 242: It’s like carryin’ a monkey around on your back. | ||
Rockabilly (1963) 22: Is my monkey bothering you? [...] The one on my back. | ||
Stand (1990) 470: He didn’t like it because too many ups and downs and all-arounds added up to one mean monkey on your back. | ||
Fatty 136: There was [...] the perception of Bob Fulton’s ‘monkey’. The monkey on Fulton’s back was reference to him coaching two sides to grand finals, only to come away empty-handed each time. | ||
Awaydays 150: The moment the decision’s made, I feel liberated. With that particular monkey off my back, it’s starting to register how much of a lightweight I’ve been. | ||
Indep. on Sun. Culture 26 Mar. 4: Martin Amis may yet finally shake the money monkey off his back. |
In phrases
to withdraw from narcotics addiction; also in fig. use.
Ladies’ Home Jrnl 73 163: Learn [...] how to get that monkey off your back, and get along without washing dishes. | ||
Bunch of Ratbags 288: I really appreciated Frank Sinatra’s acting when he played a dope-addict trying to get the monkey off his back in the picture Man with a Golden Arm. | ||
Bk of Jargon 343: monkey on my back: [...] 2. Undergoing the effects of withdrawal from heroin or other opiates. | ||
Source Nov. 202: MCin’ is like crack: no matter how may times you knock the monkey off your back, the li’l bastard climbs right up again. |