maintain v.
(US black) to sustain oneself, to keep going.
![]() | q. in | Gonzo 192: I wanted to get better was really so that I could be better for Hunter. I could maintain for Juan—I thought, anyway, that I could maintain for Juan.|
![]() | Adventures 156: I’m losing something here [...] Got me laid up at night, unable to sleep. Got me doing more coke than ever, just to maintain. |